My Cogitations

Its been over a month since i have been connected to my blog page...
I do not know the exact reason but personally I was going through a very low phase which prevented me from doing all these activities.


I was thinking and sinking. I wanted to get out of this. The only way to feel good was to indulge myself in certain activities which would captivate me and divert my mind from dismal thoughts.


How could I forget I was a girl? Beauty-care routine topped the list. Each day I engrossed myself with a different routine of beautification. This included both, the inner and the outer, beauty.


For the inner beauty, I practiced yoga, meditation(including chants) and various activities to improve concentration included solving various puzzles. One thing I can say is I never think bad about others or hurt them intentionally. This keeps me relaxed from within. Destructive thoughts for others never resided in my mind. My worries are related to myself. This makes me easy to overcome my worries and find the contentedness. Positive thoughts about everything gives a special glow in one's face.


Later, I also, realized the importance of sharing my inner thoughts with friends. Though I did not share the exact cause of my depression but just sharing how I was feeling made me feel much lighter. Family and friends really hold a special place in everyone's life and sharing your views makes you feel good. Its not important to share all your views but just to have a conversation and make you feel worth living.


Coming to the outer beauty, it included physical activities and other routine care of body parts such as hair, skin, nails... all the typical girlie things. As I love my nails, I happened to take special care of them apart from making me more fair ( various face packs) .. :)


One should just find a way to take out their frustration in a positive (fruitful) way so that one never regrets for the elapsed time.